an internal exam*

(*relax, that's not what i mean.)

as the day for the re-check of lefty draws closer, i've been getting increasingly nervous. and, not surprisingly, lefty has been kicking up a storm. or maybe my mind is just playing tricks on me and making me think that's what's been happening.

who knows.

regardless, i've been doing a lot of reading lately, specifically: books related to mind/body healing. i've always felt that lefty appeared when it did for a reason -- as a wake-up call, certainly, but also as a physical manifestation of emotional distress. as such, i've also known that, if i really want to rid myself of lefty and prevent it from returning, i need to somehow fix my head and heart in order for my body to follow suit.

long, feelings: the blog-worthy story short, i'm going to take some time this weekend to look inward, as honestly as i can, to see what i might be able to find and, perhaps, heal. i've done a lot of work physically already, so i think i now need to fill in the other half of that wellness circle.